Remain in Light

J McCarty
Apr 5, 2022
8 min read

Dear Father and Mother,

from: John <John@family.com>

to: mumz+popz@<cloud.family.com2.me>

date: Apr 5, 2022, 11:21 AM

subject: upcoming adventure

Hi guys - say hi to the sibz + family (even uncle Tom) and hope all is well in your retirement. did you find the remote you were looking for? - perhaps the cat took, Nova has her tricks here. see below the project i was working on before the break, thanks for your help and make sure Mary doesn't forget her vitamin D and Joe to eat hiz fish. Wodehouse/Jeeves was adamantium on that as brain food.

love always,

John

PS if you could forward a bit on the ol' inheritance; if you know what i mean ;) . . . (mom? :-)

From: JSM <J.-man@geegolly.com>

Date: Apr 3, 2022, 11:11 AM

Subject: Re: oh Frabjous Day!

To: afloat@sa/omeplace.come

Again, thank you for your Art; I find the writing, for example, providing excellent insights to the scriptures with both their skin of story and deeper allegories and interpretation for our times. One of the things I noticed with my writing - quite intriguing - is it warranted re-reading and realizing some of the message was actually for myself. I wrote for one audience and more cryptic meanings came further out upon reading.

I don't want to bother you but I do suspect you have the necessary trainings and perspectives, and perhaps heart, to perceive what is currently occurring in our world. Certainly, I am all agog as my experience is that of a lifetime and beyond unexpected. Faith is funny thing indeed but the power is being unveiled before our eyes, if you can see.

Below is exemplar what I write to those considering consciousness, especially what is called panpsychism. Some physicists these days make that leap - I suppose the allegory is they leap from the tumbling tower of hubris that is modern physics claiming to know or define what is elusive as within the mind of God. You can reasonably describe what I write to these more opened minds as a pencil sketch of Penuel - tho it is not either a place or concept to dwell too long upon. It is the truer nature of the math and physics that support our physical experience here with our conscious transcending - and that transcendence reachable. I consider the beatitudes & woes the scripture cheat sheet as my catholic learnings from a hazy era of tedious teachings and lazy learner - and they are clear on what is necessary to gaze upon the Face of God. I suspect I know the consequences, close enough, of ignoring such scripture as both experience and the maths give clues.

Blessings and best of luck always,

John

( PS : Thomas, just as example, has much deeper implications than I suspect you are obviously aware of, overlying the maths/physics perspective )

Dear Thomas,

I trust you are well in this time of accelerating change. I, like you, have had a lifelong itch on understanding our place in the vastness.

I reach out as I believe I can provide a stepping stone for your studies and interests. I stumbled on something quite useful around two years ago - a mathematical structuring that allows the conceptual evolution of, for example, a universe such as we observe both at particle scale and cosmic. That latter aspect reflects the fully proven modular nature of the simple maths tools I employed. The elliptic functions, however, also encode essentially infinite, random complexity. That is the recipe I eventually landed upon as I played in gedankens experimenting with how to extract asymmetry/complexity from what seems a completely symmetric consideration. You can imagine my surprise as I overlaid some of the observed constraints from our known physics/world & there it lay, obvious to any that looked - base information that would be extractable and, upon consideration, much much more. A way could be envisioned to grow from a simple (truly) random pattern and lego-construct the simplest of mechanisms & only invoke the principle of least action. Bread indeed from only flour, water and yeast. What could be imagined was sufficient to feed itself and yield, with addition of time and cycling, an eventual big bang as cyclic pattern. The fish ladder over the dam could thus be imagined and thermodynamics could now take over - especially with sufficient time.

I have written in different formats all along the journey, as, one can imagine, this insight only led to more conundrums and these now well in the domain of spirituality/philosophy as the true question now became the nature of our consciousness within such a system. I'd be happy to reach out by phone or zoom and show you the base information - how to see it and thus kickstart your imagination. ( I am retired in Vermont - thus only get out on occasion - but would enjoy meeting, avatar to avatar, so to speak, should we find our selves in neighboring spaces :). Key is practicing thinking our experience modular, built as it is on maths necessarily contained in any point, anywhere. Patterns abound & scale fully - that exemplified, as example, in the sponge models in cosmology reflecting the fundamental mirrored mass/void at all scales/locations.

Haldane was more than accurate in his queer description - but I do believe it is understandable. Absolutes, however, would remain elusive ( thus the reliance on QM modeling ) - at least for us within our observed 3+1 as allegories reveal their true utility. Thank you, my friend, for all your excellent works and I hope we have the chance to meet soon,

best of luck always,

John

555.333.4444

- you can see any of my writings if you are curious, all are at my rather humble (and, please I beg, excuse my playful subversiveness) blog @ eidolononesuch.com and if you like cloud pictures, I have some real doozies here ( NE Vermont seems to have special weather ;) instagram.com/eidolononesuch/

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On Wed, Mar 30, 2022, 5:37 Q <on-water@faith?com> wrote back

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From: moi<thatJ.guy@yaknow.com>

Date: Wed, Mar 30, 2022, 9:49 AM

Subject: oh Frabjous Day!

To: Q <drifting@catholicsRus.oh>

Dear Q

I have quite enjoyed in the last while . . reading your . . . writings. Thank you very much for your efforts and art - I find both to have a powerful subtlety.

I forward you the following that I sent to various generic emails at the Vatican as well as others including those that write on Vatican affairs. If you have not yet been welcomed, then Welcome to a time of wonder and miracles - you may want to take your vitamins.

There is much you can explore if you are curious. What I describe is true to the best of my abilities to convey such : our experience here more amenable to allegory as absolutes either rare or at least, quite elusive and hence our dependence on God. Now, what do you think are the chances Francis would ever see what is intended for eyes to evaluate? With his latest reforms, it is clear the Church is taking a vast lurch towards the laity and I am confident the people will wend soon back into their arms.

I see Faith as an evolutionary tool but then I also see God as a recovering engineer. The mysterious ways may thus loose their luster but I imagine as well our experience here is simply to prepare us for even more wonders to come that will have us marveling forever.

Do as you please with any of this information. Useful emails at the Vatican are among their hidden assets - however, such a light cannot be kept in the dark, it seeks eyes to open. Sooner or later it must find it's lampstand. The wheat 🌾 shall be separated from the chaff and the house of God cleared of mice and rot to be newly renovated, likely with deep concrete in the foundation to ballast & bury many unnecessary memories as the church enters a new era. God indicated the very flawed Peter to Jesus for reasons and now the sliced off ear shall be healed.

go in peace ☮️,

From: JSM <annoying_guy@purplehat.com>

Date: Mon, Mar 28, 2022, 7:49 AM

Subject: the consequences of treading at Penuel

To: his_tedious_self<naval@gazing.com>

Dear Father,

I trust you and colleagues are well with God close to you in these times of change.

I am reaching out with news that, while glad, may cause trepidation and hesitation in some. I leave it to you, consulting your angel at your shoulder, as how to proceed with that I here provide. But all in its time as first I will briefly explain why I reach out now and the relevance of the Redemptorists.

Now : is direct result of the Consecration which ushers a new world and thus the Holy Father will be in need of signs and assistance.

on me, where miserando atque eligendo seems rather apt : while outwardly simple, common and of the land, however, my family was likely more extraordinary in their quiet faith. Through a variety of signs, I have come to know that the home of my heart must be with the Redemptorists and I reach out with a message intended for the Holy See himself for reasons that are obvious to those that can see. The Holy Father upon observing this message in it's entirety will be able to readily judge its relevance and veracity.

A little over two years ago, by my reckoning, I inadvertently found myself standing at Penuel and wrestled indeed my angel who, helping me finally to my feet again, stands by my shoulder since. How? Meditating on certain cryptic maths that must otherwise be avoided. My interest was art, my intent pure, to understand and model our universe and I started completely fresh, from most basic of first principles - and thus a most uncommon path. I have documented the journey all the while through a variety of written formats - though, of course, none except those steeped in faith can have perspective to give credence to such writings and thus feel their resonance. Only those who truly have belief in the mysteriousness of God's ways and take the beatitudes to heart will be able to accept such revelations that turn our world on it's head. I am in a vortex of my own consequence and have given myself completely to God and am constantly reminded of his presence, as well as Mary, and have observed many marvels. I am fully aware of the transient-ness of our experience here.

Father, my writing is largely secular and consciously I am casting a net for others. My intellectual pedigree is heavily in science and that my previous lingua franca and there is method in my art. That it is hard to penetrate is a necessary aspect for it's purpose. Please convey to the Holy Father that I understand the need and mission here and am ready to serve. To get an inkling of what I can perceive, you can peruse all here, with all writings freely available @ eidolononesuch.com

I close, Father, with a recollection as well as admonishment to not tarry. My ancestors are strong in me & we are a clan noted for heart : trueness of loyalty and steadfastness of stride - and they remind that the only true sin of the sailor is to squander a fair wind that God blows in our favor and I myself can attest that we are swallowed over and over if we ignore the messages of our dreams - until we eventually must accept even the most unbelievable. And this no Galileo affair - my new craft is long underway now with my way fleet. But at some point, mid in my life here, as I traversed the valley of the shadow of death and God seemed so far, I distinctly recall noting how the clouds of the sky of my Iowa salad days of youth were missing. Those magestic and impressive displays of grace and power I finally noticed, notable through their absence. These days, however, the sky seems to travel with me and lately I've started sharing just a smattering of the awe the clouds inspire as I have now a phone filled to overflowing with such beautiful skies as captured art

https://www.instagram.com/eidolononesuch/

Our heavenly Father has given us so very much to share and I thank you for your help in bringing this message to light,

how to find me : if, for example, you can travel the I93 north from Boston, eventually traversing Franconia Notch in the White Mountains and crossing the stately Connecticut River, you will arrive at it's end/beginning near the uniquely named St Johnsbury VT where just a few miles away I live with my three sons on an old farm @ . . .

JSM 11:11 am, April 5, 2❦22